Adventures of a college student studying to be a classical pianist who loves life and loves Jesus Christ
Wednesday, December 21, 2011
Untitled ;)
Tuesday, December 13, 2011
Christmastime is here!
Have you ever noticed how ordinary things join in on the Christmas spirit? Things that seem normal and inconspicuous are just chilling there being themselves, then suddenly you notice how Christmasy they are! Anything red and green becomes highly festive. Whether it's team colors, road signs, or your year round decorations. It all screams CHRISTMAS!!!
Also. Since I started college, I've always been bothered by the fact that I feel like I have two separate lives. Going home for break is always a little funny, because I'm completely leaving this world I've made for myself and entering a new world, or rather my old world. But you know what? It's okay. Yes, I feel like I have two different worlds that just don't connect. But it's normal. At this point in my life, I am supposed to have college life and home life. They are supposed to be separate. That doesn't mean I am someone fake when I'm at school or fake when I'm at home. Anyways, just thought I'd share that little revelation. Sometimes its good to just accept your feelings, accept the facts, and deal with them.
One final note - God is good! Always. Always.
Tuesday, December 6, 2011
Meditation
Tuesday, November 29, 2011
Lazy Days
Since I had almost no food, I figured I should probably go to the store, so I did. I got just about everything I'll need to get through only 2 more weeks of school! I just have to buy a couple more gifts and I'll really be ready for Christmas.
The hardest part about Christmas is making enough fun plans. I'll be home for 3.5 weeks and while there are lots of things I want to do, I have to be very strategic about it. I often get home and am super lazy and don't do anything. But since I haven't been home for 6 months, I figure I need to make up for lost time. So here's to ice skating, coffee with friends, shopping with family, long walks with the siblings, kick-starting my knitting and jewelry making projects, and lots of baking.
Oh wait. 2 weeks of school!
Sunday, November 27, 2011
Thankful
Family who sacrifices to be near me
More family who are the most generous people I know
Friends friends friends! Ones who encourage me from afar and ones to have fun with at school
The opportunity to do what I love and get paid for it (yay accompanying!!!!)
The enjoyment from supporting a winning football team
3 nice places I can call home. Family home, school home, and break home
Being able to attend a university that I love
Growing up in a family where I learned about Christ's love
Warm wool socks we randomly got this summer. They keep my feet toasty!
Cute animals
My bike. It is oh so useful
Opportunities that I never expected (Austria!!!!!!)
Consignment stores!
That's just a little taste of my thankful list at the moment. I have some goals for myself over the next several weeks, one of which is being a better blogger. So, talk to you soon!
Monday, November 21, 2011
Thanksgiving!
But what is the state of thanksgiving nowadays? Well, I think it's kinda evident when you hear so many people calling it "Turkey Day." Have we really relegated Thanksgiving to a day where we glorify gluttony and killing animals? I know, I know, that's a little harsh. But really? Turkey Day? No offense if you have found those words coming out of your mouth recently. Also, what happened to thanksgiving being the boundary for Christmas? While stores have been decorating before Thanksgiving for years, now actual people are decorating and listening to Christmas music before thanksgiving. Also, I don't get the whole pilgrim part of thanksgiving. Obviously, I understand that we are supposedly continuing the tradition of eating a big meal when the pilgrims landed. But I feel like any connection has been lost. I guess it's fun to dress up as pilgrims?
Well, despite all of it's imperfections, Thanksgiving is a holiday that I love. Thank you for 3 days off of class, and the chance to see my family (including my favorite 2 yr. old)!!!
Sunday, November 13, 2011
SO MUCH COOKING
While it rose for AGES, I made inside-out individual apple pie. Yum :) You hollow out an apple:
And then cook the pie crust in a muffin tin with the filling. Then put the finished "pie" back into the apple:
I cooked the bread a little too long, it's kinda brown. I haven't eaten any yet, so we'll see. But I'm sure it will be fine for sandwiches :)
Finally, I made chocolate granola tonight. The recipe called for cheerios, but I used chocolate cheerios (my new addiction), because why not? I ran out of honey, so it might be a little bitter. But hey, it's a snack. And it's chocolate
Opening up the pot! Smelled amazing!
Plates that were waiting to be filled with goodness
Friday, November 11, 2011
Yes, I'm posting to commemorate this date
1) I've been avoiding blogging. I was successful for 9 days (yikes). Soon I will explain why...
2) Tomorrow I think I am going to be brave and try to bake homemade whole wheat bread without a bread maker. I shall document this adventure.
3) I have a 2 year old cousin who LOVES me!! This makes me so happy. He's been going around his house saying "I want Joc!" That is amazingly adorable.
4) Is it okay to not know what you want in life? That's a tough question.
Wednesday, November 2, 2011
When I grow up I want to be a child prodigy
So I've finally come out of another hole. Well, it wasn't too much of a hole, so maybe a ditch. This morning I turned in my 12 page music history research paper. It didn't take up too much time, just the whole beginning of this week. It was quite a fascinating paper to write. I traced the development of the fugue, how Bach changed it, and tried to semi-define what a fugue is. Did you know it's not really a genre? There's no widespread consensus on what exactly a fugue is. Weird. But cool.
Then! In theory this morning we listened to Bach's Goldberg Variations. FANTABULOUS music. That man is such a genius.
Also, halloween happened! I'm not the biggest fan of halloween, but I find it a lovely excuse to do fall things and have celebrations. I ate candy corn and carved pumpkins. And do you know the best part about pumpkin carving?
Roasted Pumpkin Seeds (super simple recipe):
1) place seeds and orange gunk into strainer
2) run water over seeds and clean out orange gunk
3) put seeds in plastic bag and add spices of your choice: salt, pepper, paprika, cumin (?)
5) put some oil on a cookie sheet with sides then spread seeds onto pan
4)Place in oven preheated to 375 and roast away! About 15 min. wait until they are golden brown, I didn't wait long enough and they weren't crunchy enough for my taste.
SUPER delicious, a nice snack. Just keep in an airtight container (duh)!
This weekend is homecoming which means: parade w/ hot chocolate, BONFIRE, fair rides, FOOTBALL! And most importantly (here comes the cheesy moment) a wonderful time with awesome friends.
Friday, October 28, 2011
Post in the middle of the day!
Every MWF I have this awkward lull in my day, it's about 2 hrs. long between classes. In an ideal world, it should be long enough to get stuff done right? But alas, I usually eat a slow lunch, fix my make-up (vanity alert), and twiddle my thumbs. Before my recital I would always practice, but now I can't do that anymore (hmm, sad or happy emotion?). Anyways, I am sitting here in my student building, I just finished listening to a cello concerto that I am accompanying (Saint-Saens no. 1 - BEAUTIFUL) and I have 4o minutes until class. I've discovered that it is so true that once you hit college, boredom doesn't exist. I could seriously sit here, stare at the wall and listen to music until my class. At the current moment I'm listening to Adele, she always puts me in my happy spot. Okay, here are some things i'm looking forward to in the near future:
Getting hot chocolate soon as I'm done with this post :)
fall festival at church tonight!! Best event ever. I get to go throw kids on a giant blown-up slide and give them candy!! Then at the end of the night we all get to play on the inflatables and get our own candy.
We're painting the interior of a house tomorrow!
Haloween party with friends sometime this weekend.
I'm going (hopefully) to see In Time. It comes out tonight, looks super good. What would you do if you had to buy the minutes of your life?
On Monday the elementary piano class that I help teach is having a haloween recital. More cute kids dressed up, this time to play piano!!
research paper is due next week. No, I'm not excited about the research paper, though I do like my topic, I'm excited that it will be over!! Hooray! The invention of the fugue is fascinating, but so is life :)
Okay, hot chocolate time...then arabic!
Thursday, October 27, 2011
Wise sayings
"Dead men don't bite" - Plutarch. Oh, good to know.
"Be gracious in da feet" -unknown
"There's no time like the present." But there's always time for a present
"The early bird gets the worm. The second mouse gets the cheese" -unknown
"Words spoken are like eggs broken" the either leave a mess or make a yummy omelet
"A bird in the hand is safer than one overhead."
Sunday, October 23, 2011
Stories of Adulthood
I was explaining this to my uncle last week when I was visiting him, my aunt and the CUTEST 2 year old EVER. The problem was, the moment before I had been asking him to get me something as I was comfortable on the couch. And the next moment I spotted the laundry basket full of bubble wrap that was beckoning me to come jump in it. My uncle argue that these were points against my adulthood, but I just told him that I know what I want and how to get it :)
Also, I was wearing a SUPER cute outfit today. I had on a cardigan that I got for my birthday, nice jeans, and really cute shoes. The shoes were flat, pointy, strappy, gold shimmery shoes. I was leaving the music building after a rehearsal thinking that I was really looking the part of a nice, adult musician. But before I even finished the thought, I slipped down the steps I was walking down. Yeah, the shoes were slippery.
Yep, that's what being an adult is like. I have become so much more mature and graceful these past two weeks.....yeah.
edit: And I also now have a happy duck background on my computer :D
Monday, October 17, 2011
Wow, I'm posting when I said I would
I'm super excited about a project I'm working on. I was at my aunt's house this weekend and I raided her shed and found this WONDERFUL old picture frame. I plan to take out the glass, clean it up, and make it a jewelry holder. With the help of my aunt I am going to get some old knobs/drawer pulls and attach them to a sheet of plywood that I'll put in the frame. And voila! A pretty place to hang my jewelry.
So yeah, it's a work in progress, but eventually you will witness my success.
Project 2 was quite a simple thing, but it got me excited. Now that I am living in a real condo, I have a kitchen in which I ideally cook for myself. It actually does happen most of the time, I haven't gone hungry yet. I wanted a cute way to do meal planning because if I don't plan, I end up eating sandwiches all the time. This is what I came up with. I write my meals on a little piece of notepaper and put them in the clothespins. It was super easy to make too!
It's on my fridge and in case you're wondering, the W stands for weekend.
Sunday, October 16, 2011
Life
Suffice it to say, I feel almost giddy about life now. Instead of spending my evening in a practice room, I can cook, do laundry, fold my clothes. Rather than eating lunch on my bike en-route to the music building, I can eat with people and get in some socialization. I will no longer be spending my weekends doing rehearsals and playing for people, but will enjoy the weather, exercise a little, and hopefully BLOG!!! I have some projects and other cool things that I want to share. Now that my mind can think of things other than Beethoven, Muczynski and Bacewicz, I will hopefully no longer bring a cloud of depression everywhere I go. Hooray! And there's the update on my life :) Tomorrow will bring pictures of DIY things...oooh
Wednesday, October 5, 2011
Blogging Goggles
Anyways, I resolved to look at today through new eyes. I would see every little detail of my life as an opportunity to write a great, satirical, comical, enjoyable blog post (I love adjectives). But let me tell you, strange things happen when you look at life as one giant post. First of all, nothing interesting happens. I think life actually gets more bland. But despite this pallidness, I made myself search for meaning in the minutia of life. Here's what I came up with:
A girl came down the hallway out of breath and exclaimed how she almost died because there was "a clear liquid" that she slipped on. I could write on how inanimate objects try to kill us. I later tripped on the ground, it definitely attacked me. Then my locker cut my hand. Ouch.
I could write on the first thing our adrenaline leads us to do. I came home tonight and heard my roommate squeal, yell "what are you doing" then scream bloody murder for a good couple seconds. I ran up the stairs screaming "what the heck is going on," ready to attack her murderer with my backpack. Yes, my backpack. I was scared for our lives. (It didn't help that the gate to our condo had been propped open).
Or I could talk about animals. Those "cute," living things that bark at night or leave scratches on human arms when they get annoyed. Yet we still love them and cuddle them and treat them like they have souls.
Unfortunately, I discovered that it's the negative things that pop out, so tomorrow I will look for blog potential in the positive. We'll see how that goes...
Monday, October 3, 2011
Guest Post from my wonderful friend Maddie Mars
Cockroaches are one of the most resilient creatures on the face of this earth. Unfortunately, they are also one of the most disgusting creatures on the face of this earth. Cockroaches have been creeping and crawling around since the dawn of time and they aren’t going anywhere anytime soon. They are brilliant little insects who are able to cleverly adapt to new environments. They can live for months without a consistent food and water source. They can even survive without their heads (umm...eww.) They also repopulate at an astronomical rate, meaning only the best survival characteristics get passed on from one bunch of cockroach babies to another. All of these qualities, while impressive for a cockroach, add up to an awful situation for humans who share the same living spaces as these little critters.
I had the lovely opportunity to encounter three cockroaches this weekend. Yes, that’s right. Three. All inside my condo. It was really quite pleasant, I assure you. I just love it when a large, black, ugly bug comes out of nowhere and scares me to the point where I run away crying and screaming my head off. It makes me even happier that this experience happened more than once.
Except...not. Worst. Thing. Ever.
I can think of a million things that I would rather have surprise me than a cockroach. Like what about a puppy? I’d be okay if puppies came out of my wall. Or flowers? What about a nice flower garden springing out of my ceiling? But no. I get surprised by cockroaches. Lucky me.
I suppose I am the one who has enc-“roached” on their property. (...get it?) Because they have been around since the dawn of time, and I have not, they technically have more rights to this land than I do. I am living in a condo that was built on their home, so it serves me right to have surprise visits from them every once in a while. Also, I can’t ignore the fact that they are intelligent creatures. I mean, they are able to outwit me...that’s impressive. I have to give at least some credit for that. With all of these things taken into consideration, I really should be more respectful of the thousands of my little, crawling roommates who hide in my walls...
...except my mom just called pest control and they are coming on Wednesday to terminate EVERY SINGLE COCKROACH in this condo.
Who’s smarter now you little six-legged, disease-ridden pest? That’s right. Me.
Friday, September 30, 2011
Busy Busy Busy شغل شغل شغل
So here's the question: do you work to rest, or do you rest to work?
Remember, God created us to work, so we won't be happy doing anything else.
(sorry for the lame post)
Monday, September 26, 2011
A letter
I don't understand you. Don't get me wrong, I appreciate you greatly. I mean, where would I be without you? (That's a whole other blog post. Scary) But you are just the most boring class. It makes no sense at all. We learned about Bach today, THIS SHOULD HAVE BEEN EXCITING. We read about how he was so amazing at all he did and could predict a fugue or improvise a fugue or tell exactly how the acoustics worked in a hall that he had just walked in to. But yet again, I walked into class and the joy was sucked out of life (possibly an exaggeration?). It doesn't help that your classroom is like a meat locker. The theory room across the hall is full of bright flowers and colors (in my mind) and is warm. Sometimes when I sit in your class writing letters or planning out my day, I forget that it is still summer in Texas.
But enough about the room in which you hold us captive. I ask again. Why are you so boring? Maybe it's the fact that I only get a part of you this semester. We're only working with 200 years, so we have to move slowly I guess. Or maybe it's because there are people other than Bach and Beethoven who you have decided are important. Or even that we have to talk about vocal music. ugh. I might be just kidding about that last part.
Suffice it to say, I am disappointed in you. You act like you are dead. (Is history dead?) Maybe one day a Strange professor will come along and make you as interesting as you should be. Until then, I will only be a partial fan of yours.
J
Sunday, September 25, 2011
Music
You know, music people from hundreds of years ago were onto something when they believed that music actually affects the soul and changes moods and emotions. The next time you listen to music, words or no-words, think about the life that it is reflecting and the emotion it is expressing. All art is a reflection of life whether it's a good part of life or a bad part of life. It helps us deal with things, and sort stuff out. That's why I love it so much. Just imagine life without music. All I can picture is a stark white, bright room that's empty. So, moral of this post? Be happy, listen to music.
Tuesday, September 20, 2011
What do you really want to do with your life/what do you see yourself doing that you would enjoy and love? (I believe that we will enjoy what God has called us to do)
Would you give up comfort and security to go after that dream? Why not?
I've been thinking a lot lately about how much we give up on because of fear. What is the point of this life if not to do crazy things for a God who is so much bigger than we could ever fathom?
Don't get stuck in a rut. Don't let yourself feel blue because your dream seems out of reach. Don't waste life on mediocrity, safety, comfort, or reputation. Try something new this week. Step out on a limb and don't be afraid to try something that you may not like.
Think: Moses, Joshua, Daniel, Esther, Ruth. (I'm reading through Joshua, and wow! God is awesome)
Friday, September 16, 2011
Tidbits
Yes. You all are now my dears. I am sure that you have had a crazy week, because I sure have. In lieu of writing a creative, coherent post, I am going to share with you the most random thoughts and occurrences from my life this past week. One of my favorite things about life is that it's truly the small things that make it interesting and fun. I also strongly believe that God is abundantly evident in the small things. Therefore, enjoy this peek into my mind :)
"Beethoven."
"To skip or not to skip?"
"Dear pedestrian, I'm sorry I swerved. You must have really wanted to be hit by my bike when you walked in front of me and then stopped"
"Wow, I moved my mouth to say hello but nothing came out" - Have you ever noticed this "silent hey" phenomenon? You're walking past an awkward acquaintance and either you or her decide to say hello, but it's more of an open mouth, close mouth action with no sound. Throw a little smile or half-wave in with the silent hey and you're good to go.
"Beethoven."
"Hmmm. Those people really are having a dance party in the middle of campus. More power to them?"
EXAM
Step in a mud puddle "it hasn't rained in months"
Practice. Gaze out the window. Practice. Check email. Practice. Go home for an ice pop.
pshaw. homework?
MUSIC!!!!!!!!
Exercise? yes. exercise.
My. bike. is. stuck. help?
(a day later) MY BIKE IS UNSTUCK!!!!!!!
I'm sleepy....
Tuesday, September 13, 2011
LOVE
Here’s a negative view on love from the baroque poet Giulio Strozzi
The insidious enemy, Love, circles
The fortress of my heart.
Hurry up, for he is not far away.
Arm yourselves!
We must not let him approach, so he can scale
Our weak walls,
But let us make a brave sally out to meet him.
Throw on the saddles!
His weapons are no fakes, he draws nearer
With his whole army.
Hurry up, for he is not far from here.
Everyone to his post!
He intends to attack the stronghold of my eyes
With a vigorous assault.
Hurry up, for he is here without any doubt.
Everyone to his horse!
There’s no more time, alas, for all of a sudden he
Has made himself the master of my heart.
Take to your heels, save yourselves if you can.
Run!
My heart, you flee in vain, you are dead.
And I hear the arrogant tyrant,
The victor, who is already inside the fortress,
Crying “Fire, slaughter!”
Monday, September 12, 2011
One of my friends had the privilege of flying delta airlines recently and snagged one of those skymall magazines. You know the ones with the weird products that seem peculiarly essential to life. Well, I would like to share with you a few products that I think receive undue invective (look it up).
First off is a particularly functional item. Have you ever had one of those days where you have to dress up for a long day and can’t go home and change, but you just want to take a quick snooze? Then you need this. It’s the very unique inflatable tie. Yes, inflatable. It inflates like a pool float and provides that extra cushion between your forehead and the desk. Side effects: facial red marks, being the butt of a joke.
I think there’s a major problem in the world. Have you ever noticed the feet of those beautifully tanned people in your life? Yep, they might not be as brown as the rest of their legs. But now, thanks to this foot tanner, all of us can have the perfectly tanned foot.
Sometimes, you just need a pick-me-up. In your attention-starved world, sometimes you just need a little black box to get you feeling good about yourself. But not any little black box, THIS little black box. Choose your style: laughter or applause. Open up the box and you’ll be greeted with a roar of laughter or a standing (standing?) ovation.
Hair is such an important thing, especially that between a man’s nose and lips. Ever wondered what you or your loved one would look like with a mustache? Well step right up to this mirror and align your reflection with one of these three mustache style options. Voila! Save the pain and heartache of growing in that hair just to find out that a mustache makes your head look square.
This last product is my personal favorite. I don’t know about you, but I’ve always dreamed of being a world-renowned rhino hunter. However, I just haven’t been able to quite reach my goal. So instead of devoting my life to this, I’ve decided to just pretend. This real-life-looking rhino head adorns my wall and all my friends are so impressed with my hunting abilities. Want to impress your date? Grab one of these, they’re selling quick.
I hope you enjoyed these as much as I did!
Friday, September 9, 2011
The Heavens Declare the Glory of God
Tuesday, September 6, 2011
MUUUUUUSSSSSICCCCC
http://theclassicalsuite.com/2011/06/top-10-badass-composers-via-deceptive-cadence/
Monday, September 5, 2011
Labor Day Delicacies
Thrive in College
I think like it is so easy to feel lost in college. The world tells us that college is all about me. What do I want to do with my life. What do I want to be involved in. What kind of job do I want. Am I having as much fun as people expect me to. But even having a good answer to all these questions isn’t fulfilling. I’ve often wondered how I’m supposed to live with purpose in college when I’m confined in this bubble of luxury and entitlement. This article that my college pastor posted answers this question spot-on. Read it, let it change your attitude, then by God’s grace start working diligently.
Saturday, September 3, 2011
What Getting Our Car Towed Means To Me
- We got to ride the subway! Believe it or not, when they tow your car, they take it somewhere else. Somewhere you probably can’t walk to. So you ride the public transit – CHA CHING – more money to the government. Anyways, we got to ride the big city subway. It was much more sketch than I expected – I remember DC’s being much nicer. Anyways, I now have a subway ticket for my scrapbook
- While I absolutely love driving, I never want to own a car. towing isn’t enough in itself to push me over the edge, but the fact that I got a flat tire the week before is. Hopefully when I grow up I will live somewhere I won’t need to own wheels. Whether that’s a big city with public transit or some African plain where I walk everywhere, doesn’t matter to me.
- Glass. There’s lots of it in alleyways and not-oft-walked streets in big cities. Walk carefully and you won’t get it stuck in your foot.
- Apparently cute people work in the traffic appeals division at city hall (so says my mom).
- One towing can set off a bad chain of events for the rest of the day. BEWARE!
- You will laugh about it one day, but not 2 hours later. Don’t try to joke about it when your sister’s feet are still hurting from the walk to the impound lot :)
Wednesday, August 31, 2011
I look again
It's changed.
The sky, ever constant,
But never the same.
The black clouds that loom
Soon have come
And soon have gone.
Why is it then,
That when it is so bleak,
I can't seem to remember
The light from before?
The rain falls.
I am drowned.
God, just let one ray
Pierce my shadowed heart.
Or let the storm clouds linger
And let me sink in you;
Guide me through the dark.
~Anonymous
Tuesday, August 30, 2011
Junior Year Day 1
Well, today I definitely had some adventures. The morning started off with a bus ride. It was my first time on the bus, and I rode it alone – double scary. It ended up being a good experience. Though I majorly missed my stop. I didn’t realize you had to push a button to get the bus to stop when you want to get off. If there’s no one waiting for the bus, they just keep going. So I ended up getting dropped off across campus from my 8am class and had to book it to get there on time, which I did.
Second adventure was dinner (boring day between 8 and dinner). I was eating my leftover chicken tenders and thinking how much less I was enjoying them. Until I realized that they were bland because I had left the honey mustard in the fridge. It’s amazing what a little sauce will do for ya. So next time you are eating something and having to give your tongue a pep talk to get it down, try some dressing.
So I lied (accidentally). My favorite part of the day was my trek home before dinner. I walked into a cactus. Yep, indeed. It’s one of those plants with long, skinny leaves. Well, now I know they have REALLY sharp, pointy ends. Ouch. It hurt quite a bit.
The school year is off and kicking! More adventures later I’m sure…
Monday, August 29, 2011
ABOUT ME – Adventures of a college student studying to be a classical pianist who loves life and loves Jesus Christ
I think my blog title pretty accurately and concisely describes me. “Adventures” - I try to live life adventurously, but it always seems to elude me. So this is my attempt at making life an adventure. I have two mottos that help me when I’m seeking an adventure: Always be trying a new thing, however small; and friendliness will overcome a thousand awkward situations. Ok, “college student” - Well, yeah. I’m in college. I’m just starting my junior year at a medium-size private college. “classical pianist” - I have been playing piano since I was 6, and I LOVE IT SO MUCH! I absolutely love the classical greats, Bach and Beethoven are my two. But I also love exploring 20th century and even more recent music. “Life” – I want to live life intentionally and not waste it. Sure, life is not always happy go lucky, but put on a little perspective and us Americans have it pretty darn good. I try to enjoy the blessings in life (NO COMPLAINING), but also use these abundant resources to pour out Christ’s love to others। And here’s where “Christ” comes in – I believe in the Bible and in Jesus Christ. The Gospel is changing my life and is powerful enough to be changing yours.
This blog will be my musings, thoughts, and narratives. Some posts will be serious, some a little more quirky. I hope you find it uplifting and fun.